Motherfucking Insomnia

I haven't been able to sleep at all recently.
I don't know much about the science of the human brain and psychology and shit like that but it's not like my life has had a drastic change recently.
I find myself just trying to get tired and hopefully drift off into the wonderful land of unicorns and care bears but FUCK ME! Everyday I'm up until 5-6-7-8 in the morning and then I can finally sleep for about 2 hours... 2 FUCKING HOURS!
The big problem is that if I don't sleep, I get really cranky. I will just go full on bitch mode on everyone. The only way to reverse this is to smoke. Recently, I've been trying to quit smoking or at least tone it down because there's this girl (blushes) ;) Unfortunately, not being able to sleep isn't helping my case at all.

Another thing is that if I don't sleep, I get really really hungry. To be honest, I don't eat much to begin with. One meal per day and maybe a snack is all I need. Why you may ask? Cause its COST EFFICIENT! I hate spending money on needless things and one of those things that i deem needless is good food. All I've been eating for the past month is peanut butter sandwiches! FUCK PEANUT BUTTER FUCKING SANDWICHES! Everyday. Make myself a peanut butter sandwich (maybe 2 if I'm feeling spunky). Drink some water. And that's my meal. See this is a big problem. If I get really really hungry, I'll have to go buy some stuff from Metro at this time in the night to eat. BUY= MONEY! No money :(= No food :( = Dead.

I have this tendency to write crap when I don't get sleep. and therefore this post.

So right now, I'm just practicing my guitar (I've been playing a lot recently because the activity of playing guitar COSTS NO MONEY!) and I'm writing in this piece of shit blog.
I'm even on my 4th beer to see if that'll get my drowsy... Man fuck. I'm gonna go wake some poor suckers up to accompany me.

EDIT: LOL this post really really sucks haha.